I know most every mother feels this way. You have a baby and you think, WOW! My perfect, beautiful child. It's amazing to watch a baby develop. This little person, who really I just met.. yet I've known all along. My heart almost aches that he's growing so fast, but I am also very excited to see him as a crazy, wild, filthy little boy. I guess it must be that "first-time Mom thing." But this Mother- Child / Mother- Son thing... it's pretty rad.